( since our lovely friend deleted her journal, here's a screenie:
[link] )

apathy. i feel it, ffffffffffffff.

i didn't really want to make a journal about this whole thing, but i have many people who dislike jamie that want to see it. besides, what better than to know who Ctrl-Alt-69 really is? i'll start off with a bit of a description:

jamie is a manipulative girl who tries to come off as a hard ass. she has a little community of assholes on her xbox live, and has a knack for bullying people on the internet. i'm sure you can see that in her journal to me.

so here's the story.

jamie and i were friends for.. maybe two months, and during that time, she'd constantly ask for my pictures. and on the journal she said, she claimed that other people were involved. so in order for THAT to be true, i'm assuming that she had what she's done planned for.. two months.

doesn't make any sense to me to be honest. anyway, so i gave her some pictures of me because she said she was bored and just wanted something to do. i told her well, show me some pictures of you, because this feels a little weird. and i can tell you now that i felt suspicious about her from the very beginning. i should've listened to that feeling.

she showed me some pictures of some girl that isn't even her. she claimed that it was her, and even said: "eww i look a little pale in this because my friend photoshopped it." her 'friends' seem to do a lot of things for her. they also seem very nonexistent to me.

back to the situation. by the way, it's not really even a situation even more. this girl just wanted to bring drama to dA for attention. before she made a journal, i had told her i was tired of her bullshit and just blocked her from msn. ending it there. she wants to continue for some reason. anyhoo, so jamie's old xbox name was Stop Envying Me and Truculently. if you ask her about it, she'll tell you it's a friends account that was shared or some dumb crap to defend herself. here are some youtube videos:

Video 1: [link]
explains that jamie was using izzimurder's pictures as her own and manipulating people into believing it was her. fortunately, izzimurder created a video that had her own myspace/youtube for everyone to see. basically a "proof" video to prove that izzimurder is izzimurder. keep the word proof in mind, you'll see it again later.

Video 2: [link]
jamie using her xbox account 'Stop Envying Me'. proof that it was her account, and most likely not even shared. oh, and the fact that she e-dates.

Video 3: [link]
this video was submitted fairly recently. why did i put it up here? because when 'Stop Envying Me' shows up, it shows a picture of izzimuder. this was a time where jamie used one of izzi's pictures.

so yeah. what's going to happen now that i've posted this journal? it's simple, really. jamie's going to post my pictures up on other sites and link to my deviant art account, as well as post my email. i don't think she realizes how simple it is to ignore that kind of thing, and it won't be very hard to ignore anyone that comes up and harasses me. so, by all means, you can be a little prick about it jamie. life goes on, and onn.. and on..

now here's what happened with her and i. jamie took my pictures and created a youtube video on HER youtube account, and the video basically said: "this is me, now you know i'm not some fat chick irl i'm hot i'm hot i'm hot". and to the right for the youtube description, she had descriptions set for each picture accordingly that were pretty similar to the descriptions i gave her when i showed her my pictures. now, yesterday, she asked me to take a picture of myself holding up a sign that says "Retrograding". retrograding is the name of her youtube account. jamie wanted me to give her a "proof" picture for her to use, so that people on youtube and xbox will believe that the pictures she posted, were her. which they are 100% NOT.

i think i'm done here. if she creates another journal responding to this, no problem. i'll ignore it and continue on with my life. and jamie, the only thing i have to say to you, is for you to grow up and stop the lying. quit posting pictures of other people up so you can get the attention from guys on your xbox live, and just be comfortable with yourself. if they don't like you and the way you look, then screw them.

EDIT: i had a friend tell me that she did in fact delete the youtube account she made that was her pretending to be me. it was lickmeyadigg, and it is now gone. when she was pretending to be izzimurder, she created a myspace and soon deleted that when she was caught in her act.